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    layout: detonatedlove♥
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    stocks: _excentric_
    Wednesday, January 26, 2005
    4:32 AM

    I'm still hitting myself but I shall return.

    It was 12+ in the morning that I stumbled upon the quote of the day.

    Think bout it. Is happiness really always there? Is it us humans who make happiness impossible? Are we constantly afraid or worried or frightened which makes happiness be overcasted by all this feelings?

    But what exactly is happiness? Is having everything you ever wanted considered happiness? Your loved ones, all your favorite things. Sure. I can't deny they add happiness to your life. But are you really contented with it. Life sure has it bitterness. Don't tell me you're gonna ignore the problems that life brings. How bout those nasty colleagues who just make you feel lyk not ever returning to work? The high bills & taxes to pay?

    I guess all of us have to take things in our stride. And things that can't be controlled have just to be left to the hands of the Great One. Worry? Sure. All of us have to, at certain times of our life. But never, I repeat NEVER, allow this feeling take over our life. It just eats up all the happiness we have build up over time. Take control of things we can & see how other things turn out.

    Then what is being happy? Is smiling all day considerd happy? How bout laughing at all the jokes told by a friend? But then, it could all be a false front. The person might be playing along just so that others don't see the sorrow. Deep down inside could all be feelings of negativity.

    I use to keep things to myself. It truly hurts. Seems lyk no one is there to assist me in the recovery. I still do. Keep things to myself I mean. Those sappy love songs just do wonders to my feelings. All alone at home with those songs will just leave me in tears. Out in the open, you'll see me swallowing the tears, day-dreaming or just keeping up with the pace.

    But I've realized something. Being secrective just hurts me more. I learn to express myself. To anyting or anyone. Closefriends of mine are who I confide in. Certain things I still keep to myself. But to let go of some means I throw the sad & get the happy.

    So I guess it all depends on individual how colourful or dull you want to make your life. Keep some. Throw some. You might just find happiness & be happy.

    Fizah

    I do things my way.
    So don't stop me.

    Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
    Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

    Memories don't do us much good.
    It becomes of a burden as we age.

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