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    layout: detonatedlove♥
    pictures: ohhspontaneityy
    stocks: _excentric_
    Thursday, April 26, 2007
    3:45 PM

    How To Touch A Girl (Jojo)
    Click the STOP button on your Internet Explorer. (assuming that all of you use IE)
    Click the PLAY button.
    Enjoy the clip.
    A live performance for a different.

    3:04 PM

    Change the World (Eric Clapton)

    If I can reach the stars,
    Pull one down for you,
    Shine it on my heart
    So you could see the truth:
    That this love I have inside is everything it seems.
    But for now I find
    It's only in my dreams

    And I can change the world,
    I will be the sunlight in your universe.
    You would think my love was really something good,
    Baby if I could change the world.

    And if I could be king,
    Even for a day,
    I'd take you as my queen;
    I'd have it no other way.
    And our love would rule
    This kingdom we had made.
    Till then I'd be a fool,
    Wishing for the day...

    That I can change the world,
    I would be the sunlight in your universe.
    You would think my love was really something good,
    Baby if I could change the world.
    Baby if I could change the world.

    I could change the world,
    I would be the sunlight in your universe.
    You would think my love was really something good,
    Baby if I could change the world.
    Baby if I could change the world.
    Baby if I could change the world.

    I want to make a difference.

    Sunday, April 22, 2007
    4:14 PM

    It's beautiful how things come to an end at times.

    Some time in our life, most of us are forced to let go of someone we truly love.
    To see him have the happiness we wish we could have.
    10 years down.
    You see him with a lady, so beautiful and kind you know he's happy where he is.
    And kids so adorable you wish at the corner of your mind you could have them with him.
    You paused.
    Time stopped for just one second.
    And then you thought, "He once loved me."
    With that you see no regret in letting him go.

    May what's past, be of past. May what's future, be brought to me.

    Saturday, April 14, 2007
    6:14 PM

    This game of hide & seek.
    I'd rather not join.
    The middle person.
    I feel trapped.
    The constant heart race.
    The constant uneasiness.
    The constant lying.
    Yes.
    The constant lying.
    I want to stop playing this game.

    I'm over the facade.

    Those cold nights, I refuse to go numb
    I broke the silence, by saying a little prayer
    Turned off the lights, and darkness creeps in
    I waddled my way, not knowing where to head
    I fought the demons, I fought the ghosts
    Only to lose a battle that's more than I can handle
    Now I'm waiting
    Shine some hope and bring me to a place I call heaven

    Friday, April 13, 2007
    11:00 PM

    Way Back Into Love (Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett)

    I've been living with a shadow overhead
    I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
    I've been lonely for so long
    Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

    I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
    Just in case I ever need them again someday
    I've been setting aside time,
    To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

    Chorus:
    All I want to do is find a way back into love
    I can't make it through without a way back into love
    Ohh

    I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
    I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
    I know that it's out there
    There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

    I've been looking for someone to shed some light
    Not somebody just to get me through the night
    I could use some direction,
    And I'm open to your suggestions

    Chorus:
    All I want to do is find a way back into love
    I can't make it through without a way back into love
    And if I open my heart again
    I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

    There are moments when I don't know if it's real
    Or if anybody feels the way I feel
    I need inspiration,
    Not just another negotiation

    Chorus:
    All I want to do is find a way back into love
    I can't make it through without a way back into love
    And if I open my heart to you
    I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
    And if you help me to start again
    You know that I'll be there for you in the end

    I do need to find my way back.
    Confusion is not a good state of mind.

    3:17 PM

    I figured out a way how all of you could take a look at photos of my Perth trip without personally asking me.

    Here you go.

    Sunday, April 08, 2007
    7:35 AM

    It really doesn't seem that long since the last time I updated.
    But I guess the dates proves me wrong.

    I'm back.
    Yes.
    From Perth.

    This is not going to be a lengthy post unlike my Finland & Amsterdam trip.
    Furthermore, how long can I write with only 4 days of experience?

    Anyway, this trip was really ( & i mean REALLY ) last minute.
    Available flight was encountered on Saturday and everything was confirmed the very same day.
    The next day we were ready to fly.

    Weather was unpredictable over in Perth.
    One day it's freezing cold and the next day it's fugly hot.
    Blame the autumm season which has just started.
    And with the presence of wind, it usually helps or doesn't at all.

    Day 1
    Purely exploring the streets of Perth since almost all shops closes at 5pm.
    Had kebabs.
    Met with 2 drunkards.

    Day 2
    Swan River walk.
    Experience bus service.
    Lunch at Auntie Mariam's house. (Delicious home-cooked food.)
    Exploring of Fremantle.

    Day 3
    Kings Park viewing.
    Driving past the many beautiful beaches.
    Morning tea at one of the beaches.
    Dolphin sighting and canal cruise at Mandurah.
    A pity I couldn't catch a picture of the dolphin as there was only one and it refused to jump.
    Fish & Chips, Seafood Platter & Mussels for lunch.
    Apple Strudel purchase.
    Shopping.

    Day 4
    Morning shopping.
    Had to be at Perth International Airport by 1.30pm.

    Really, this trip was a little too short for me.
    I promise myself to go back in the future.
    I want to go to the Caversham Wildlife Park and the zoo.
    I want to see koalas, kangaroos and dolphins.
    On my next trip.
    Yes.

    Being random here,
    Qantas has good-looking (read: GOOD-LOOKING not cute) stewards.
    I like.
    No.
    I love.

    Viewing of Photo Album is available upon request.
    Ask if you would like to take a look.

    Also, long over-dued photos would be uploaded soon.

    Fizah

    I do things my way.
    So don't stop me.

    Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
    Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

    Memories don't do us much good.
    It becomes of a burden as we age.

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