Life's Pleasures

Decided.
Am not gonna close this blog.

Too many things to do.
So little time.
I'm treasuring every moment I have with all my friends.

Yes, even you.

Monday, January 21, 2008

12:23 AM

I think I should stop blogging.

Should I?

Blogging is becoming quite a chore.

And I don't really like it that everyone is reading about how I'm feeling.

Maybe I should just start writing my diary again.

There's more privacy it in anyway.

Hmmm, I'm still deciding.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

1:10 AM

It's impossible to understand such people.

Playing with fire when they know how dangerous it can be.

It comes to a point, you don't give a damn anymore.

A friend can only do so much.

After awhile, we all feel tired.

It's your own responsibility anyway.

Don't come running for help and cry when all gets bad.

It just proves how incapable you are.

I see the change in me.

I see the change in things.

I think I like the new me.

I think I like the new me in this new year.

I feel better.

I see the effects on having better control of my feelings.

For that I would like to thank one particular friend.

You know who you are. =)

You have no right to have those thoughts or give me those looks.

Did you ever think of me back then?

You turned your back on me.

I think I deserve better.

I'm pretty much feeling like a free person. (Other than the projects that is.)

It's a point in life that I feel I am living for myself.

And I like this feeling.

You make me be myself.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

12:04 AM

I don't understand why you have to ask me those questions.

Don't the things I've told you before mean anything?

On most days, I'm on a pretense of "everything's alright".

Giving an impression that I'm moving along.

But I'm still where I was.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

2:15 AM

Projects are driving me insane.

To the point I go KUKU and get high on lack of sleep.

Oh yes, you heard it right.

The 2 boys dared me to watch One Missed Call.

Hey, I DARE OK!!

Bring it on!!

Hilariously how they tried to make me all scared while in the library.

Oh yes.

A little time off work, of which I like.

Don't worry. I'm fine. I'm moving along.

P.S My brain is not functioning right this moment.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

6:43 PM

I think I suck big time.

Haha.

I didn't do a 2007 closing entry and neither did I do a 2008 opening entry.

That shows how lousy a blogger I am.

Haha.

It's 6 days into the new year and honestly, nothing exciting or interesting has happened except for gift exchanges.

Instead, what I've been facing is alot of negativity.

And this is not how I want to start the new year.

I was once told, "It's not a bad situation, it's just you turning it into one."

To a certain extent, I do take comfort in the advice.

Telling myself that at times I think too much.

But sometimes, it's not my fault at all.

It's just how bad the situation has become and I'm thrown into it.

At the end of it, I either ignore everything or try to solve it.

Which leads me to much frustration and puts me in a dilemma.

2007 was like any other year.

Tears and laughters included.

It was a year of extensive emotions.

It was a year of many confessions.

It was a year of honest talks.

It was a year of broken friendships.

It was a year of new found friends.

It was a year of memorable events.

2007 was like any other year.

A year filled with memories to be brought along with life.

Looking back, I know I'll smile seeing how much I've lived within a year.

A friend requested me to write my list of people who deserved to be mentioned in relation to 2007.

I don't think I'll do that.

Cause I've individually thanked them and they will always be remembered.

Once again to these special people, thank you for your presence and sticking by me in whatever situations.

I love each and everyone of you.

2008.

I hope things would be better.

I really do.

I only have one resolution.

To live for myself and no one else.

I'm staying positive.

I'm staying strong.

Cause that one person told me I'm stronger than I think.

That one confession I'll always remember.

Friday, January 04, 2008

12:23 AM

I found out too many unexpected issues within such a short time of the new year.

I'm relieved but at the same time sad.

Let's just say that we're all holding on to life.

We're strong enough to push all obstacles.

I treasure what we share.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI