Life's Pleasures

Nights in Rodanthe.

In a day.
In an hour.
Within a couple of minutes.
Within a couple of seconds.
All could be lost.

The activities you plan to do.
The things you want to say.
The future you see.
The person you yearn to be with.

All taken away from you.

What's left is the history that was once shared.
Memories strong enough to keep you alive for a lifetime.

if only falling in love was as easy as losing it.

Monday, October 27, 2008

4:04 PM

Never felt such anger til' today.
I could have exploded.

But respect was first on agenda.
All I could do was go into the toilet, look into the mirror and calm myself down.

when anger arises, think of the consequences.

1:19 AM

A first attempt at a 5km run.
I managed a 3.5km.
And honestly, if not for my sis I would have ran at least 4km.
But still, it's an achievement.
I'm looking to complete a 5km soon.

And I realize, running out in the open is so much more interesting.
The endless surprises that come along with it.

I'm exhausted.
Been up for 18 hours.

time doesn't wait.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

11:59 PM

Questions I hope to avoid.

People I hope to avoid.

Situations I want to avoid.

And this time, I feel I should walk out.

what don't kill you, only makes you stronger.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

11:16 PM

A call at half past ten.
You definitely put me to smiles.

You wanted to see me.
I'm sorry.
It just wasn't of the right time.
We'll have the chance.
But, you can't do this to me.

Goodnight to you.

still stuck in a sphere i thought i was out of.

1:53 AM

I miss my BESTIE.
I miss Sarah Foo.
I miss Dayana Bohan. You have got to start recovering girl!
I miss Udhayashima.
I miss my boys. All of them.
I miss my cousin.

I miss the old days.
I miss my past.

And deep down, I miss you.
Damn, I have got to stop thinking of you.

honestly, some memories are best stored away.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

7:29 PM

A friend asked, "Can someone know you better than you do?"

I was stumped.
It got me thinking.

And here's my answer.

No one knows you better than you do.
Only you know yourself best.
A bestfriend/goodfriend/closefriend/boyfriend/girlfriend can only know you VERY well.
And if you think someone else knows you better than you do, that's just because you haven't asked yourself enough questions to arrive at the answer.

This is my stand.
Feel free to disagree.
It's a world of free thoughts.

your life, control it.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

10:00 PM

I'm taking a breather.

When days pass by too fast, I take the bus journeys back home from school for ME time.
Reflection.
Imaginations take over, and sometimes tears trickle.
Questions pondered, some never answered.
It's all part of the process.

I feel sane, amidst the insane everyday life.

take time to be alone.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

11:17 PM

And I learned things the hard way.
And I'm in a good position.
And that's Enlightenment.

I'll be back soon enough for proper updates.

don't take the wrong turn.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

2:17 AM

It's 2.17 am.
I want sleep. I want sleep. I want sleep.

Assignments are a pain in the arse.

and they say the future is in your hands.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

11:27 PM

An evening with the Bestie.
I wish we had more time, but I'm appreciating what I'm given.

Closing the Ring.
Such reminiscence of The Notebook.
Whoever said it's boring and draggy is seriously disturbed.
OK.
Fine, just don't bring along any guys to watch the movie.
It's not the type of movie they'll appreciate.
Update: Unless they're fans of Mischa Barton and wishes to see her boobs.
Anyway it's NC16; I just don't understand how there can be nudity.

promises to be kept eternally, unless freed from it.

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

11:41 PM

I'm holding on.
The weekend is near.
Which doesn't make much of a difference because of the workload in hand.
But still, it's the weekends.

Definitely sleep-deprived.

because there's a reason why i'm holding on to this, and letting go of others.

Monday, October 06, 2008

11:54 PM

It's a tiring Monday.

My mind is drained out.
But my body wants to stay awake.

No, I need to sleep.
Goodnight world.

Fizah is dead.

Saturday, October 04, 2008

1:27 AM

Blow the wind in my direction.
I'll let it lead me to where I'm supposed to be.

Better pleasures.
Better happiness.
Better me.

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

10:22 PM

When your messages come in at 3 in the morning, I wonder why.
Couldn't you just leave it for the next day?
I went back to sleep smiling.

You hurt me once.
You'll hurt me twice.
I think you need to walk out of my life.

1:03 AM

I'm all for the festive season.
So I'm going to enjoy to the fullest despite the tremendous amount of work I have in hand.

I was given a little peek into my future when my sis spilled a little interesting story that happened when I was much younger.
My aunt was told by a fortune-teller (are you serious????), that I would not stay in Singapore; that I would go very far.
I'm not into this entire fortune-telling crap, but upon hearing these words I stopped whatever I was doing for a moment and pondered.
Imaginations went wild.
Fear crept in and excitement won me over.

I believe I'll go places.
There's more in life for me that what I already possess.
Life is about to begin.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI