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    Monday, April 25, 2005
    8:41 AM

    This blog of mine has been pretty stagnant ryte??
    Well, I'll be back soon enough to update on life.

    Wednesday, April 13, 2005
    11:50 AM

    It was 5.37 in the mornin. My mobile rang. Still in my sleepy mode I picked up the phone. A moment later I heard more then one voice. Familiar voices. I looked at my phone & told myself "Aarrgghh!! Not a mornin call from those guys!!". But sure it was. For goodness sake!! I only managed to get to sleep at 3am!! And "thanks" to the Amankaians I managed to sleep at onli 7.30am. And I'm startin to wonder was it only them??
    This incident has taught me a lesson - Never to pick up mornin calls again. But what if it is not a playful mornin call?? Haha!! I'll make up my mind when the time comes again. And it sparked an idea for me. To do it to someone else.

    Thursday, April 07, 2005
    12:50 PM

    It has been hectic the past few days. With forms & all to complete for the enrolment to NYP. I sure didn't know so many things had to be done. And with this I've realized life isn't that simple.

    I'll move on to more "important" stuffs. Haha!! Trust me to say that after I did some pretty intense soul-searchin. But you know what?? I'm a Gemini who has more than one side.

    Woah!! I was shocked but glad to see him. It's been a really long time. And I mean long. Even for that short moment, I was already over the moon. And this I gotta say. He's much better lookin now. So much more handsome!! I don't know what but there is just something different. He doesn't look lyk he's changed much but....Damn!! Words can't explain it.

    Sure Geok. I will dream. But not to the extent of havin wet dreams. I mean gals have wet dreams?? I don't think so. Period.

    Tuesday, April 05, 2005
    12:57 PM

    So here I am. Back from a short but enjoyable trip to Bintan. I now feel refreshed, revitalised & recharged.
    The company was great. Maybe except one. If I knew her well, I would also hate her. But anyway, I ain't gonna allow anyone spoil my holiday.
    Thanks to JieJie Chrissie, JieJie Shawn, JieJie Jenny, JieJie Cindy & her boyfriend KorKor Richard[or was it Patrick, huh sis? *winks*] for treatin me like their own sis & pamperin me[hey! I was the youngest there!!]. It seems lyk I've known them for long. And of course not forgettin my sis who made my trip to Bintan possible & who knows I simply love it there.
    Usually I'm not in the habit of writin events of my day. But I'm gonna make this an exception as the the holiday has proved to be an unforgettable one.
    The first day was smooth. Had a nap shortly after arrivin. Proceed to swim & sun-tan later in the day. Night was another thing. We had BBQ. All of them were so sweet to do all the BBQ-ing & all I had to do was wait for it cook & then eat to my heart's content. The rest of the night was spent watchin tv & chillin.
    Second day started bad with rain. But that didn't stop me & my sis from goin for a full body massage we were dyin to get. Woah!! It was spectacular!! Didn't know a massage could actually get my heart pumpin. The rain did us a great favour by stoppin in the afternoon. We then went for a shoppin spree. Before I tell you people the name of the place, here's lil' something. JieJie Chrissie was cute enough to say "What is POO?" when she saw the paper of bus schedules goin to the shoppin area. Hah!! Anyway, the place is called Pasar Oleh-Oleh. So now you know what POO means. Dinner was great with us just chattin after the meal while waitin for the return bus to arrive. But my tummy was a lil' upset for me to really enjoy the food.
    Here comes the best part. At around 11pm, we went to Mana-Mana for a party. It was the first tyme I actually went clubbin & to be honest it's actually pretty incredible. Though I didn't dance cuz I wasn't really warmed up to clubbin yet, but hey! there's always a second tyme. That I'm sure about. The music suxs but you know what?? I'll figure out the best clubbin place back here in homeland. By 2.30am, I was shagged. It was then tyme to go back. It certainly wasn't the best tyme. Cuz just after 500m walkin back to our villa, the lights went out. For the first tyme, I was really afraid of the dark. But somehow we managed to get back to the villa safely & in one piece.
    The 3rd day was particularly difficult for me as it was the last day. One thing bout me is that I really get upset when it's the last day of holiday cuz I will feel attached to the place & don't feel lyk goin home at all. I woke up bout 11am & started packin. I sure hate the packin. I didn't talk to anyone as I just didn't feel lyk it. But later I told myself that Bintan will always be there & that I could always return back to just get away from my busy life. So here I am back in Singapore where I feel most at home.
    Holidays sure have their downs. But I'm not gonna let those moments turn this holiday into a disaster. There are better things to look forward to.
    So, I can't really tell you people how paradise Bintan feels. You've got to be there to really appreciate & feel it. Everybody has their own views, so your opinion might be different. But do give Bintan a try.
    I'll be back in Bintan. Soon. Very soon. But for the tyme bein this holiday will stay a memory of Bintan for a very long tyme.
    Once again I want to thank:
    JieJie Chrissie-The Cute One
    Jiejie Shawn-The Bubbly One
    JieJie Jenny-The Sweet One
    JieJie Cindy-The Motherly One
    KorKor Richard-The Fatherly One
    And of course:
    My Sis-The one & only greatest sister

    Fizah

    I do things my way.
    So don't stop me.

    Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
    Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

    Memories don't do us much good.
    It becomes of a burden as we age.

    footprints



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