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    Saturday, March 22, 2008
    9:41 PM

    Today's no good.
    Neither was yesterday.
    Spend the days watching Good Luck Chuck and Basic Instinct 2.
    Lots of boobs and sex.
    Obviously R-rated; not that I'm complaining.
    I think all of us need it once in awhile.
    F.Y.I, Basic Instinct 2 sucks.
    Turned it off half way through.
    Am watching Brokeback Mountain.
    And trying to build up the courage to watch Final Destination 2 & 3 alone.
    And when I get really really bored, I turn to books.
    What is not helping at all is that no one is online right this moment.
    Friday and Saturday nights without plans sucks big time.

    The entire week was filled with mixed feelings.
    The week started with movie marathon.
    It was a blast; too much food and too much laughter.
    Not that I'm complaining either.
    I enjoy such moments.
    Results day was disappointing.
    At times I believe I aim too high, only to disappoint myself when it is not achieved.
    But I'm moving on.
    Like Posh said, God is testing me.
    For that I believe so.
    Arab Street meet-up was tiring but fulfilling.
    It always is with those 2 bitches; with their craziness and all.
    But they both know I still love them.
    Ended up at Clarke Quay, figuring out exactly what to do the following Friday.

    My fingers get itchy, like really really itchy.
    Was about to send it off, then slapped myself and put it back down.
    My mind goes crazy.
    If only I had stronger will-power.
    I made it through the last time didn't I?
    This couple of weeks should be a breeze shouldn't it?
    But why am I feeling worse than the last?
    I think I need to start answering new questions.

    Despite all that has happened, I miss all of you.
    I miss the moments we had.
    And right this moment, I'm only left with memories to hold on to.

    Friday, March 14, 2008
    4:05 PM

    I've been sneezing.
    And my throat hurts.
    Sure signs of falling sick.
    And the weather is of no help.
    It's been pouring for the past 5 days.
    You just want to snuggle up in bed the entire day but it's difficult to get to bed at night cause it's bloody cold.
    Like Posh said, 'I wish I had someone to hug'.
    And I wish for that too.

    Despite the heavy rain, it doesn't stop me from going ahead with the activities that have been planned.
    The past 2 days have been filled with lovely people, fun and laughters.

    Wednesady was Movies, Taboo, Twister, Jenga and finally Uno.
    It was a girl's day.

    Thursday was Uno, Indian Poker, Heart Attack and something else at Fullerton Starbucks.
    It was crazy.
    It was a competition for sure.
    We were all there to win.
    And the forfeits were ridiculous.
    Thank god we didn't have to exactly go through it.

    I couldn't sleep last night.
    Your face kept flashing in my mind.

    Wednesday, March 12, 2008
    7:34 AM

    Is it ok if I smile to myself for a day?
    Is it ok if I feel like the luckiest person for a day?
    Is it ok if I forget all the bad things that are happening for a day?
    I think I deserve that.
    At least for a day.

    Some conversations are meant to be kept between you and the person concerned.
    It's that private conversation you want to tell the whole world but know that doing so would spoil it all.
    Because it is that private conversation that made you smile youself to sleep.
    But before that, having difficulty in sleeping itself.
    For that, I love yesterday.

    Monday, March 10, 2008
    10:54 PM

    I lost touch of how to blog.
    Of what to write about.
    Of how to express myself.

    And I think I lost myself today.

    Saturday, March 08, 2008
    7:22 AM

    I cried this week.
    Twice.
    For two completely different reasons.

    I'm trying to pull myself up.
    Up from a manhole that have seemed to drill down on it's own.
    I need to be strong.
    To be strong for the people who believe I am and the faith they have in me.

    Monday, March 03, 2008
    10:47 PM

    I see no point.
    It's called not practising what you preached.

    I don't need to say more.
    I'm plainly disappointed.
    And hurt.

    Fizah

    I do things my way.
    So don't stop me.

    Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
    Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

    Memories don't do us much good.
    It becomes of a burden as we age.

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