Life's Pleasures

I've been feeling happy the past few days.
Really.
I'm not lying.
I haven't felt the pressure for awhile now.

But last night, I realized it's time for me to get some questions answered once and for all.
I want to move on before I fall any deeper.
It sucks.

There are 3 people I need to talk to.
To help me get out of this situation.
So if the 3 of you all reading this, do find time to talk to me.
I need the talk.
Seriously.
I don't want to live in a fantasy where it leads me to nowhere.
I'd rather get hurt now then hurt myself for the rest of my life.
Don't be afraid of being blunt.
Cause' I find honesty is really the best trait anyone could possess.

I'm afraid of losing what I already have.

Sunday, February 04, 2007

1:19 PM

I've stopped thinking.
Seriously.
I haven't had that uneasy feeling for quite sometime now.
I forced myself.
I truly did.
I honestly had to stop the pain that I was inflicting myself.
I needed to breathe for a moment.
Even if that moment meant only a few days.

Friends kept me away from the power of my mind.
Occasions gave me reasons to smile.
Family showed me the reason to live.

When the time arrives, I'll deal with it.
For now, I'll give my heart and mind a little rest.

Moving on.

Has it occurred to anyone that certain things HAVE to happen in life before anyone could call life fulfilling?
Take a moment to ponder.

No.
I don't feel neglected.
Maybe once I did.
Way before where we are today.
But I learn that physical presence is not what we need.
It's that unspoken promise of being there for one another.

It's the knowing that we have each other to fall back on.

We both know we love and care.

And at this moment I declare a friendship so strong, it takes nothing to ruin it.

Anyway, I really hope the talk we had last night cheered you up a little.

It'll be over sooner or later.

I hope it's sooner.

Try to have a positive mind.

In times of pressure, that's what all of us need.

You know I love you. =)

I'm proud of myself. Knowing that I am strong.

Thursday, February 01, 2007

2:25 PM

Still in the process of making a right decision.

Even the thought of thinking about it makes me cringe.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI