Life's Pleasures

How dumb am I to let someone make me feel so small in this gigantic planet?
Criticism with an added hint of sarcasm; yet I still took it all in.
And I was too fucking nice to still say 'Thank you' without raising my voice one bit.
On the inside, I was deeply hurt.
If it wasn't for poise and integrity, I would have loved to scream right back.

Dammit Fizah, stand up for yourself!

when a ball hits you, throw it right back.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

1:10 AM

I still can't get my mind working on what to say.

Let me do a little Besties update while I try to regain my brain consciousness.

Last minute changes led to a lovely night sometime last week.
A long walk back home from town.
Empty streets, crazy laughs, random conversations, beautiful company.
And we ended up with sore legs.

And today, we had our favorites.
Sushi, shopping and ice-cream.
Satisfying dinner, splurges and soothing tunes.
It all ended on a good note.

the nights are filled with smiles.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

2:04 AM

I want to blog. I want to blog. I want to blog.
I'm having a mind block.

Suddenly, I don't know what to say.
I forgot what I wanted to relate.

Looking at the time right about now, I believe that's the reason.
When you wake up at 8 in the morning and only about to head to bed at about 2 in the morning, being forgetful/mentally challenged/lethargic is inevitable.

Since I can't express myself well right now, I think it's best for me to call it a day and head to my favorite place at home.
Tomorrow's gonna be another long day.

sprinkle some wish dust.

Friday, January 23, 2009

1:34 AM

There's updates to be done and I've got quite a lot on my mind.
Hopefully, I'll be able to do so over the long Chinese New Year weekend.

School has been taking up much of my time.
And definitely much of my energy.

I need energy boosters.

don't get lost in the woods. look for the path of truth.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Wonder Words 12:59 PM

Always a good conversation.
Always the right things said to put a smile on my face.
Always the sweetest things said to make me feel a little special.

some people are just better with words.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

1:44 AM

Good dinner talk.
Tiring but fulfilling shopping race.
Mouth-watering dessert and chocolate drink at Max Brenner.
Crazy photo-taking.

I'm a happy girl; just look at that smile.

it's been awhile, it's here to stay.

Friday, January 09, 2009

12:42 AM

At a time like this,

I MISS YOU.

Bad.
=(

i'm gonna take some time to sleep tonight.

Thursday, January 08, 2009

10:52 PM

My bestfriend and I had a talk while we were out last night.
It really does feel much better letting it all out, especially to someone so dear to me.
I tried so hard to hold back the tears; I believe I did.

I had a recent talk with myself.
I came to a conclusion.

Life is a game.
Some of us win, while others lose.
If you lose now, you'll win eventually.
It's a cycle; a vicious one I might add.

But it ways many of us refuse to acknowledge, it makes us grow as a person.
It makes us stronger.
Failure and losses in life toughens one up.

Take this away with you today.

Your failure might wreck you today, and even for days.
But take comfort in knowing, that you're not the only one.
Many out there are going through the exact same thing, each in different circumstances. Some might be worse off.
Keep in mind, you are not alone.
Hold on.

put off that thought, when imaginations run wild.

1:01 PM

Damn those mosquitos.
I'm itching all over.

Get off me.
I know my blood is sweet.
Lol.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

10:11 PM

Was reading the January 2009 issue of CLEO and they had an entire section on 'Happy New You'.
Going through the section put a lot of things into perspective for me.

One particular issue grabbed my attention.
I'll not go into details because it's an issue too personal to be discussed in public.
All I can say is, I probably already know what's for me in the near future.
Maybe not now, but of high chances in the future.
And knowing that, I'll smile a wider smile tonight.

In this new year, there is one thing I believe everyone should indulge in.
Put aside one day each month for "Spend-time-with-myself Day".
Do whatever you want to; sleep, read a book, go shopping and do spend time talking to yourself. And I do not mean it in a crazy way.
And believe me, despite some people calling me Lone Ranger for shopping alone, it truly does wonders to a person.
For starters, you learn to make your own decisions. That's a step towards independence isn't it?

climb that mountain, get over the fears.

Saturday, January 03, 2009

11:22 PM

2008 didn't end too well for me.
In fact, it was pretty bad.

2009 will be good.
I'm going to make it go well for me.
At least for things within my reach.

Resolutions don't really work for anybody.
Things change and what you want changes throughout the year.

I'm keeping one thing in mind.
Make myself happy, then I'll make others happy.

happy days will stay.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI