Life's Pleasures

It's been a long time since I updated this bloody thing.

Just got back from Robinsons' Warehouse Sale. It wasn't that gr8 a sale afterall. I guess it's the same for all warehouse sales. I hope it's likewise.

Since I have time in hand, might as well update on yesterday. Things were pretty alright at the start of the day. It was later at noon that problems started arising. Contacting someone we were expecting to turn up at the occasion was impossible. All of us were getting irritated. Myself? Restless. Bingit was certainly the word to describe what all of us felt.

I was definitely getting worried that things were not gonna turn out well. I mean it's the first time I'm really putting my heart & mind into planning something, yet things had to go wrong. It just had to huh? I was almost on the verge of allowing tears to build up.

I was gonna put things aside when the time came for the VIP to arrive. But seeing my galfren lost in the world of hope just broke my heart. I just wish there was something I could do. She just wasn't her usual self, keeping mum the whole time unless asked.I knew she was putting up a false front yet there was nothing I could do to change the situation.

The presence of the VIP[Aan], Amzar & Kiat coloured the whole atmosphere. Bringing laughter & plain fooling around was just what we needed.

Seeing Aan blindfolded surely got me the laughing fits & showering him with seawater just made a perfect ending to the whole surprise. I'm so sorry for telling you that things were cancelled the night before.

Amzar & Kiat, thanks for making the night possible. I just know that I can always depend on you guys.

Gal, I thank you so much for staying by me though there were certain things going thru your mind. You just knew that things had to go as planned. And you thank me too often. You know I'll always be there if you need anything. Absolutely anything.

Come to think of it the circle of people was just right. Except for the absence of someone. Or was it two? It was so much easier to talk & the night was simply special in a certain way. I guess "The more the merrier" philosophy is not always true...

Aarrgghh!! You showed opportunities. I saw opportunities. And I should have...I just hate it when this happens. Sometimes I wonder if my mouth is bloody too heavy to ask just a simple question. Dammit!! *screaming*

Gal, you should know what I'm talking bout but if you're scratching your head while reading thru this then I'll inform you the next time.

Orite! Enuf said bout yesterday. Back to today.

I ges my galfren is not that worried animore. Unhappiness are voiced out & things are settled rite? She's back to her own self I'm sure. Tompang gembira ye? *winks* Oh & bout that pest over at your workplace who's giving you the creeps, I repeat my advice. Just stay away from him as much as you can.

And Dhan, I forgive you on my part. Just please don't repeat it again. You disappointed many. Especially your special someone. We miss your presence and you missed out on a whole lot of fun.

I'm still hitting myself about what I could have done yesterday. Hate myself. I miss him already. Ugh!

Shall return when I stop hitting myself.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
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JOSHUA
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SHIKIN
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