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    layout: detonatedlove♥
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    Thursday, February 03, 2005
    4:56 PM

    I don't know what to feel. At times I feel so great. At times I feel so down.

    Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be living in a world of solitary. Maybe my life would be so much more pleasant. Maybe I would feel free. But in reality I know I would feel trapped livin a life lyk that. To not interact with the world is lyk being a fish out of water. You don't belong. You feel left out. You feel lyk people are starin & laughin at you.

    The days are gettin bad. It's what I feel inside which is worse. Sometimes I wish I never met you. So that I didn't have to go thru what I did. But not meetin you would mean tradegy. Not bein to see & be in contact with you tears me apart. I wish callin you would make a difference but I know to me it wouldn't. I need you to be there when I need someone to hold. Especially now. But I'll try to get by each day. Furthermore, knowin that I found a friend in you just colors my life.

    I'll try & am still tryin.

    Fizah

    I do things my way.
    So don't stop me.

    Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
    Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

    Memories don't do us much good.
    It becomes of a burden as we age.

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