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Friday, February 18, 2005
1:30 PM It's been a long time since I saw all the netballers gatherin on court. Way long. I'm not one of those who get jumpy, huggy & emotional when seein those I've not met in a long time. I don't show it. You don't see it. But what's in my heart that concerns. I was so glad to see each & everyone of them. Memories flowed thru my mind. Those of good & bad. Syamilah, Adeline, Xiaolin, Beifang, Huiling, Wailai, Vanessa, Eileen, Qinyi, Weichun, Sooling & Christina. The presence of you gals made my day. And not forgettin those not around, Huiqi & Seokting. Thanks to all of you for gracin my life. It was a friendly match alrite. The first time in ages I played on court & I had to get kicked by someone. It was bad enough to earn myself a blue-black. Ouch! I use to get kicked. Those were the netball days. But now I'm not that strong anymore. I realize something too. That it's high time I get my body back in action. It hit me bad when I started gettin breathless half-way thru the first quarter! Woah!! That's tragedy! Syam told me something. But I treated it as just another news. The way I responded was not my usual self. Are things changin? For the better? For the worse? Or am I doin it on purpose to hide it all? Forcin myself not to get over-reacted? I don't know. And I wonder. Gal, maybe you can do the wonderin for me. I don't know I don't know what he's after But he's so beautiful Such a beautiful disaster. |
Fizah
I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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