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    layout: detonatedlove♥
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    Tuesday, February 15, 2005
    4:28 AM

    The season of love? Yeah. Sure it is. 14th Feb. So, goin out to all those celebratin, Happy Valentine's Day!

    But why only show love & concern on this particular day? To me everyday is a day filled with love & passion. I've never reali celebrated Valentine's Day. And I dun intend to anytime soon.

    Back to what I'm really suppose to say. I'm ready. Ready to express myself from the last time. I've done enuf & lotsa thinkin.

    Here goes.

    Are certain of my galfrens just so emotionless? And I said certain. I tell them something which might have a gr8 impact on my life & they go "oh..". Cmon! I seriously was taken aback! I thought I could share with you gals problems hopin to get some advice or comfort. But instead I got a unanimous "oh.." & a blank look starin back at me. Where's the special fren I found in you gals. Did it juz disappear suddenly into thin air? Did it decided to turn away from me? Maybe I ought to do some thinkin again on who I reali consider my galfrens. I need more reliable ones.

    That was my devil speakin.

    Here comes the angel. And I thank my angel so much for makin me see things differently.

    Maybe. Just maybe that my galfrens didn't know how to react to the problem. I can't blame them cuz they might never have gone thru it. They might. But that's in the future. For the mo, they have no idea how it feels. So it's just best of me to look past it. I should just count myself lucky that I found frens lyk them. At least they are around to listen to my problems. Rather than keepin it to myself, I have them to release that lil' tension in me. Why get so agitated over something to trivial when I know they will always be around me? Instead I feel blessed.

    Finally everything is out in the open. You've seen both side of my thinkin. Don't ask who I'm referrin to cuz I won't breathe a word. But just know that I'm over it.
    Fizah

    I do things my way.
    So don't stop me.

    Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
    Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

    Memories don't do us much good.
    It becomes of a burden as we age.

    footprints



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