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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
5:16 AM Yesterday was simply crazy. So many things happen. But lyk Geok said, there wasn't much happening but it just seemed lyk it. For many, the results were veri unexpected. For those who did better den aimed, Congrats!! For those disappointed, I can't say much except life happens to be unfair. English was a bummer. Wasn't really glad with gettin a b4. But my sis had to rub it in by sarcasticly sayin that I'm worse at language than her. Thanks alot!! Totally broke down after that. Time is not in my hand to do much thinkin. I better make up my mind fast. Fizah! Be decisive, please!! Got more news from Geok. Kinda expected it. Sooner or later it will happen. It's not lyk the world is lack of gals. The time has come. But is it really true? Each time I hear something bad, my heart will skip a beat first. I wonder why. It's no wonder. You seem to be avoidin me for way too long. I suspected something. And true enough I received news yesterday. Just waitin to see the truth of it. But where's that frenship we promised each other? Where's that promise of always bein there for me? Were those empty promises? Where's that comfort in you I used to turn to? Has that gone stale? You know what? I seem to lose all contact with you. I don't want that to happen. You need not do all the avoidin. Cuz I can & have to accept the fact. I can't keep clingin on to that lil' hope. I still need you to seek for advice. I still need you as a listenin ear. I still need you as a joker. But most importantly I need you as a fren who always makes my day. |
Fizah
I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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ALTHEAAMELIA ANNICE CHRISTINA DAYANA *GEOK LENG* HERDA JASON TOH JOSHUA SARAH SHIKIN SHIMA SULINAH XUELI |