Life's Pleasures

More than 1month back when school started.

My mom said, "So, I'm sure you'll get a bf when you start Poly right?" I just smiled. I didn't know what to answer.

Yesterday, went over to my couz place. His neighbour asked, "So got bf already?". I replied, "No."
She questioned again, "How can like that? This age still don't have bf." And at that mo I just didn't know what to say anymore. And again I just smiled at her.

Now I wonder. Is there really a certain age you're suppose to get attached? If you don't get attached at a certain age does that mean you'll be doom for the rest of your love life? Now that's a tough question.

I've been in 3 relationships. But none work out the way I wanted it to. I'm just takin a step back from the "love circle". Cause' sometimes love is just exhaustin. Furthermore I'm still healin and that certainly gives me so much more me time. And I got to be really sure before I enter the next relationship.

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Suddenly I have that feelin. At first I just made a joke out of it. Now, I take every opportunity to look at the person. I don't even know the person. I only know the person's name. And I'm sure the person doesn't know mine. Was it at first sight? No. I'm sure it's not. But there's this certain aura about the person that attracts me. I've not felt this way for a long time. I don't want to be fooled by things concernin the heart. I don't wish to put my own heart on the line just because of feelins.

I wish things were more defined.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

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