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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
12:48 AM I remember crying myself to sleep last Saturday night. I have no idea how it happened. I was so filled with emotions I started to tear. I felt so alone. Moments like that I need someone special. I look around but find no one. I need my strength back. I need my courage back. I need ME back. I seem to drown into a world where losers exist. I hope to get out of that place soon. I've been sick. Real sick. But being the stubborn me I refuse to go to the doc or even take medicine at home. Yes! I am worn out. A lil' too worn. Could be the reason why I'm currently sick. Projects are one thing. But people giving me problem is another. I'm so frustrated with how things come rolling into my life. I seem to always be the one with least luck. The one who goes thru most pain and suffering. I need to have patience. I need to have tolerance. I need to have will-power. I love challenges. But you being my challenge is what I despise. You better make your presence valuable this time. Either that or I'm gonna crack. Trust me. I will. It happened before. Better regain yourself or you'll see the worse of me. The devil me you wouldn't want to experience. I dreamt about you for the first time. It was a nice dream. But I have no idea what it means. I need some answers please. I haven't seen you for days. And when I say days I mean veri long days. I miss how I get to see you each day. Now it's like you disappeared from the face of the Earth. Don't make me suffer. Please return. Cause' just seeing you puts a smile on my face. And I need to smile again. Badly. |
Fizah
I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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ALTHEAAMELIA ANNICE CHRISTINA DAYANA *GEOK LENG* HERDA JASON TOH JOSHUA SARAH SHIKIN SHIMA SULINAH XUELI |