Life's Pleasures

I'm been feeling frustrated these few days. I don't know why. Then again, maybe I know why.

It wasn't that big a problem. Why get over-agitated over small things? Alteration can easily be done. We learn from mistakes. Things can't always be perfect. Nothing is perfect. Well, maybe some things can. But most can't.

Geok saw through me. She was right. I was a lil' down. Things hasn't been smooth the past week. It's killing me. And thank god I let it out. I felt so much better.

The pressure I'm receiving is way too intense. Right this mo, I wish I had someone special to hold and stay in his arms all through the night. I need comfort so badly.

ICAs are all over. For this term I mean. And holidays are on its way.

I was a lil' dissappointed with my performance for Oral Comm. speech today. Ms Kan is right. I lacked the energy. Could be due to the lack of practice. Or that other factors are affecting me. Emotionally unstable could be one. I've been feeling so down lately things are taking an effect in how I perform. But like I said, I won't strive for perfection. Instead I aim for improvement.

I, Fizah, make a vow to improve on the next Oral Comm. ICA. And to put all things aside for a brief mo so that I can give my best in what I'm doing.

Working towards my goal is what I promise myself.

My birthday is just two days away. But somehow this year I don't feel the excitement. I'm turning 17 yet I still feel I'm a lil' girl at heart who constantly needs tender loving care. I need attention. I'm not ready to be let alone.

Tell me that you care and I'll believe you.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI