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Saturday, June 18, 2005
1:45 PM Part of me is angry. Part of me is sad. Part of me is delighted. A current mixed feelings. Today's project discussion didn't go that well. He came back. And insisted on doing the graph analysis of the surveys. I just didn't have the courage to voice my feelings. Isn't this suppose to be a GROUP project?? A big part of me is very very afraid that things will turn out into "words but no action" after what we as a group have encountered the last time. Sometimes I think it's plainly my luck. You can boast as much as you want, but do show me the results. Then maybe I could place some trust in you. You need to show me I can trust you. Not the other way round. Do think bout' it. Spotted him with a lady today. My heart didn't beat twice the norm. I'm not sure whether it's his lady. But you know what? I don't care. It might. It might not be. Furthermore, I've heard rumors. Time will tell the truth. I wish him all the best. I really think I've gotten over him. But hey!, that doesn't change when I say "He's the greatest guy I've ever met." Then again, I feel that we've grown apart. It's like I don't know him anymore. It's like we were never friends. It's like we are pure strangers. Having met the greatest guy, right now I'm waiting for the perfect guy to enter my life. And I hope it's you. Make a difference in my life. Please. I promise to make a difference in yours. Saw you today. It totally brightened up my day. The next time I came back, you were gone. That's how it always works. I see you. You didn't see me. I come back. You dissappear. It breaks my heart. I wish you can see what my heart feels. I don't fall just for anyone. And believe me, you are not anyone. You are you. Strangers we are. And I hope friends we can be. |
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I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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