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Saturday, June 25, 2005
1:56 PM Yesterday might have start a lil' bad. But the moment I saw Geok and Xiaolin I suddenly became so alive. "A Lot Like Love" was superbly wonderful and romantic. Ok! Maybe because my boyfriend (or is it husband huh Geok?) is in the movie. So whatever movie he's in I love it!! Haha!! But seriously it was more than what I expected from the movie. A movie definitely worth watching!! I found out something real shocking. I'm really sorry to hear that dear. I didn't think things would end up that way. I didn't even think someone would have the courage and decency to actually do that . What on earth was going thru that person's mind at that moment in time?? I don't blame you for feeling what you feel. I personally would have felt the same way. But now, you have two things to think about. Forgiving. The other thing I wouldn't want to mention but you should know what I'm talking about. Forgiving might seem impossible. But you gotta know that in life we gotta learn to forgive and forget. You might not be able to forget but at least forgive. People do make mistakes at times. Even I do. And I'm sure I've done some mistakes but you did forgive me didn't you?? Otherwise we wouldn't be where we are today. So do give it some thoughts dear. Bout' the other thing, I really have no comments. You heard what I told you the other day. I don't know what to say anymore. Are you willing to take a risk? Are you mentally prepared for what might happen in the future? It all depends on you dear. Do think thru carefully. Whatever your decision is I'll always support you. Friends are always around to support you, and not to put you down. Bare that in mind. Call me anytime if you need to talk. Right this moment, I'm sitting alone in my study room. Staring at computer screen, I wonder what really keeps me going each day. I said before that its good memories of the past. But is it all of that? But I don't always think of past memories. Now I'm questioning my own beliefs. Hopefully one day, I'll figure out what really keeps me looking forward for the next day. |
Fizah
I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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