Life's Pleasures

Just when I thought I had changed my attitude to "looking on the brighter side of life" my loneliness pulls me away from it all.

Why can't life be simple? Why can't life be smooth?

I need someone special. I need you.

I have to talk to someone close. I need to seek advice from a closefriend.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

11:50 AM

Exams was a struggle. But it's over now.

Anyway, I've done a lil' thinking. Here goes.

Each time I wake up, I'm glad I get to live another day.
Each time I hear the thunder, I'm blessed to have my senses.

When I fall, at least I know what pain means.
When I cry, at least I know I have feelings.

The time I got cranky, I told myself it's just a bad day.
The time I got angry, I told myself it's just human.

Each time I feel alone, I know I got my friends.
Each time I lose my way, I know my family will always be standing by.

When relationships don't work out, at least I know what love means.
When friends quarrel, at least I know it strengthens the friendship.

The time I tore my skirt, I made it the fashion statement.
The time I drop my books, I did it elegantly.

Lastly, and most importantly, if there's nothing else in this world, I know I still got mysef.

Should I do what I intend to do? Since I've got all the time, should I give it a shot? Like many would agree "You wouldn't want to live thinking what could have been." Maybe I need time. Maybe I need to talk to someone first.

I'm losing myself very quickly. Losing myself in a world of you.

I can't have you for now. But I miss just seeing you.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

6:45 AM

I'll be back.

To update about things I've been pondering about life.

Sunday, August 07, 2005

10:09 AM

I always have the best time when I'm with my closefriends.

Met Mia and Xue for lunch yesterday. It's been quite some time since we met up. We should. For a movie? Dinner? Or even just lunch?

And Ally, thanks alot for always being there for me. Although not physically. You know I will always run to you ladies if I'm feeling down. Thanks once again. Miss ya!! Luv ya!!

Went out with Geok later in the day. Sarah missed it again. Miss your presence gal!! Anyway, we shop but didn't get anything. Instead we were eating to our hearts contents. Other than that we had a great talk, didn't we?

I've come to realize that no matter what happens I can always turn around to find my trusted friends standing by me.

Friends are the gold treasures you find in life, no doubt bout' that.

Thursday, August 04, 2005

12:40 PM

Have I reached my ultimate? Have I reached my peak?

Each time I try to reach out to people they turn their back on me. Each time I try to stand on my own someone would pull me down, along with them into the rut.

Responsibilities aren't burden. It's a sacred thing that has to be treasured. I don't run away from it and I don't play with it.

I just need the understanding that comes with it. Support. Motivation.

I've gotten used to the "fixed" I'm always being put in.
I've gotten used to being alone in situations.

It's something I try to look past. It has mould the strong me.

But I feel that I seem to lack the encouragement that I need.

I need you to express my feelings to. Too bad it's something that I just hope for.

My smile is breaking once again.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

1:15 PM

When I look into your eyes..My knees go weak.

When I look into your eyes..My heart skip a beat.

When I look into your eyes..I wish I could melt into your arms.

Let's hope love will last, because of all those bad times past.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI