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Friday, December 30, 2005
3:10 PM I can't believe it's just 2days away to NEW YEAR!!! I can honestly say that it seems like just yesterday I blog on my review of 2004. And now I'm back to sum up 2005!!! Woah!! That's truly amazing. Yeah I know I'm suppose to talk about all the "How was 2005?" crap on 31st of Dec 2005. But I won't be free for the next 2days, so let's just fastforward a lil'. Furthermore, what difference those 2days make right? Now here's the overview. Honestly I don't know to start. I don't even know how to describe the past year. 2005 has been a whirlwind. First and foremost, the past year have definitely been filled with both the sun and rain. And I'm glad I experienced both or I wouldn't be where I am today. I met new friends some of whom I've grown very close to (you should know who you are). I've also kept the old ones. Those who grew with me. I think of them and smile. I'd be no one without them standing by. I got over an old love. One which I never thought I would get over. But well, with my patience, strength and of course my friends' support, I eventually did. But as I told him before, he will always have a special place in my heart and that I'll always be here for him. 2005 was the year I teared the most. And I mean really teared. I know why it happened but I won't mention it today since it has all been said before. It all happened for a reason. And I guess all of it made a stronger me. And I'm pretty sure in 2006 I'll emerge a new and better me. A cute guy caught my eye and I've pretty much been crazy over him. Too bad nothing has happened and we'll see how things go about next year. I think in 2005 I grew alot. I've come to a stage in my life where the drama increases with each day. I've grown used to it and am trying to cope with it. Although the drama may be getting more intense with each passing second, I'm glad I have both my friends and family to fall back on. The people and place I know I can always count on. I wish I could look into 2006 and see for myself what's in store for me in the new year. But I'm no fortune teller so I'll just have to prepare myself for every situation. Before starting the new year, resolutions have to always be made. Here's my list.
I'll stick to only 3 this year. Having more than I can take might just result in me breaking all of them. Am I ready for 2006? I don't know. I suppose I am. I recently read a Gemini's forecast for 2006 from a magazine. It said I would meet the love of my life in 2006. Well, I hope it's true but I can't say how the new year will be for me. I'll just wait and see. Entering a fresh new year will be exciting. I'm looking forward to the new experiences and the new people I'll meet. But one thing for sure is that I'll face the new year with confidence, strength and dignity. So may each of you have a smashing NEW YEAR!!!! |
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I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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