Life's Pleasures

I feel much better today. After that short lil' escape from the torture chamber of pressure.

So I voiced out what I really felt. The heart which has been heartless for quite sometime finally melted. And I'm glad for that.

I'm trying to avoid the whole situation from happening again. But those mindsets aren't changing isn't it? Have an open mind for goodness sake. The world doesn't just revolve around Y-O-U.

Thanks for the pity. Thanks for the comfort. Thanks for the concern. Hey! I'm not complaining. I appreciate it. Well, I comfort myself each night before I go to sleep too. But what's not working then, you ask.

Words don't much work for me. Where's the effort to make my burden lighter?

Sure. Talk the talk. But do walk the walk. Trust me it works better. At least I feel the support I need.

"Eeee!!! Don't want lah. Problem man. I don't like."

And sure, Fizah likes all of it. Plain BULLSHIT.

This might all sound a lil' too sarcastic. Too bad it's my personal space and I have the right to decide how I want it to sound like.

It's just one of the days when I feel I have power over myself. So please do give me some face.

Let me just forget this whole thing for now though it's still gonna affect me for sometime.

OMIGOD!!! I love it when you wear that top. It just makes you look...... sexy?? Ahah!! You have a charm I can't resist.

Somebody do something to stop me from all this dreaming and drooling. I'll do anything to see you each day.

Finally, thanks again dear for always being a listening ear. No words can say how much I appreciate your presence in my life. And the past was a mistake.

You asked, "You got don't like me before?"

I replied, "Ya. I think got."

I'm being honest my friend. Honesty always works in a friendship. But look at us now. Aren't we the closest of friends? No secrecy between us at all. I friendship I'm not afraid to be me.

I know a million thanks doesn't mean much. But once again I'm going to thank you. Love ya dear.

But you have no clue. No clue at all.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

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