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    Saturday, December 03, 2005
    2:10 PM

    It's been some time since I updated this blog of mine back to back, over two days. But with time in hand, might as well take advantage of it.

    Studying wasn't the main thing I intended to do. But with an upcoming ICA next week, I'm just doing my duty as a student. I wouldn't want to look back regretting anything I do.

    Alright. This is crap I'm talking.

    I'm just not myself tonight. Got a lil' pissed with my mom for I don't know whatever reason. [I really don't know.] I started to throw tantrums by asking her not to disturb me. And she knows me well enough to leave me alone. [Or I might just stop talking to her tonight.] I'm sorry though mom. I'll try to control my moods a lil' better.

    Late nights studying for the past few days may have started to take a toll on me. This swingy mood is a perfect example. I'm mentally exhausted but not physically. Sleeping pills might just help but I'm not much of a drug person.

    I'm starting to crap if noticed.


    Had a heart to heart talk with a very close gurlfriend. Though she had to leave soon as we were studying most of the time and she had to leave for work in an hour's time.

    The talk might just have boosted my confidence a lil' more. On taking a chance with what I've been hoping for quite some time. I'm just afraid of the whole situation. [If you understand what I mean.] Maybe with you around it would make things alot less heart-thumping.


    Thanks for the short talk though.

    Oh!!! And I'm excited to talk about this. Went searching for Sarah dear at her workplace. Was excited to see her after a long time. Tried to give her a surprise. [Were you surprised?] And she definitely looked BUSY!!! That's work afterall.

    We'll mee againt soon won't we? I bet we will. Dinner maybe? *winks*

    I've got some thinking to do.

    It might just calm me down a lil'.

    I'm not willing to fall back each time I reach out.

    Fizah

    I do things my way.
    So don't stop me.

    Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
    Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

    Memories don't do us much good.
    It becomes of a burden as we age.

    footprints



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