Life's Pleasures

That night. I cried for my mom. After all she's been thru, at least have respect for her. She's not someone to be toyed around with. She's stronger than you think.

I'm letting go. Slowly. Am I? Am I truly letting go. I'll let my heart decide.

And I do miss my darlings. Especially, Pearlyn,Alyssa and Geok.

For one night, I'll bring me to a land of pure happiness.

Thursday, January 26, 2006

5:35 AM

First and foremost,

A HAPPY HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DARLING PEARLYN!!

May this day bring you joy, laughter and happiness. A special day for a special someone. Have a smashing birthday my dear!

I don't know how our friendship started. Was it the "What's your name again?" on the first day of orientation? Or was it the shopping experience late last year? Whatever it is I'm blessed to have met you.

Our days seem to be occupied with shopping. But the friendship is more than that. It's a friendship filled with trust, honesty and love. We've stuck with each other thru laughters, hardship and pain.

I'm gained a bestfriend in a time of less than 1 year.

Bestfriends don't say "Thank You" to each other. We appreciate deep in our hearts the presence of the other. And with that it completes our friendship.

A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

3:43 PM

Shopping was great. Pearlyn and Alyssa sure are great shopping kakis. Though Pearlyn had to leave an hour later after Alyssa came. But we'll have more shopping adventures together won't we babes?? Haha!!

Shopping in January is done. No more shopping til' February comes. And that is in....10 days! Oh god! That's long. But I'll persevere.

A strange and funny thing happened today. I'm not going to mention about it. Let's just leave it between me and Pearlyn.

A secret was told. Was it a secret? I'm sure it was. And I'm going to keep my mouth shut about it. I promise it's safe with me. *hugs*

I'm feeling tired. Yet I'm not sleepy. I'm going to force myself though.

Things happen for a reason. And I see great things coming my way.

Friday, January 20, 2006

3:20 PM

I promised myself to be strong. I might have crumbled a lil' today but I stayed strong. For my own sake. I think at times I worry too much about the lil' stuffs till it brings burden to my life. I've gotten over it. So it's of no use talking bout' it. And don't bother asking cause' I'll just reply "Nothing. I'm fine." And I really mean that.

For now I need eye contacts. And I need to see you everyday. It makes my day brighter. I've been thinking bout' the smiles alot. I know I'll bring myself to do it one of these days. I don't know how long it will take, but I know I will.

Did I say you look gorgeous [in a guys way that is] in formal wear? Yeah you really do. I'm starting to dream infront of the computer again. And that's bad.

I'm done with typing. My fingers are aching for some reason. So I'm gone for now.

Shine and rain stops for no one. And it's pretty much obvious for time.

Friday, January 13, 2006

1:25 PM

Hey you! Yup you! The one currently I hold very very close to my heart.

You deserve better than what life is giving you right now. You're a special lady who deserves the extraordinary things in life.

You're just going through a phase in life which I've gone through before. You'll get over it I'm sure. But keep one thing in mind: I stand by you no matter what. Through the rain and the shine. Through your laughs and your cries. Cause' that's whats friends do.

I'll give you the comfort as much I've received from you.

Love You!!

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

2:02 AM

A friend of mine complain that I'm stuck in 2005 by not updating this blog of mine.

Well, I'm been pretty lazy and busy this few days thus the absence. But I'll do her the favor of updating since I've got time now.

2006 started with not much of excitement actually. It's the same go to school, back home and go to school again. Yup. Pretty mundane for now. I really really hope life would be much exciting for me soon.

Maybe a lil' drama would be good. I know I said in my closing entry of 2005 that the drama in life have been putting a strain on my life. But well, a lil' drama would do me good. Not too much. Just a lil'.

Everyone's turning a year older this year. Fizah!! Like duh!! What a redundant statement for goodness sake!! A few birthdays just past and a few more coming up soon. Mine would be in exactly 5mths 2 days time. Am I looking forward to it? Of course!! I'm finally turning 18!! Haha!!

Honestly I think I grew beyond my age back in 2005. But this year I'm gonna take away the cumulated ages of last year by taking life easy. I'm a new me I'm pretty sure.

Well, just look out for ME!!!!

Life's not that hard if you don't make it seem that way.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI