Life's Pleasures

So my birthday just past last Sunday, 11 June.

Do I feel older? My spirits do. Life stresses have been getting to my head. I need my youthfulness back. And I need it back fast.

Sunday celebration was simple. A day of eating, no doubt about that. Family ties is nothing compared to all other things material.

Then came Monday. Oh god, was I thankful for that particular Monday. The four of us finally met up for dinner. It has been a long time hasn't it??

The Omen before that. Part of me says, "It's a bummer." Another says, "It was QUITE exciting." Let's just close the case.

I realize that turning 18 isn't that fun afterall. Life challenges are getting more challenging and burdens are getting heavier.

I felt dumb. I felt stupid. Why didn't I think before I pressed the "SEND" button? Why Why Why?? I've let feelings take control over me.

At the start of the next day, things came rushing back to my mind. I did all in the moment of impulse and did not mean each and every single word. It was simply the accumulation of feelings. I wish I could take back what I said, but what's done can't be undone. So, I've learnt and I'll move on.

Darling, I'm sorry. You know I feel down-right awful for making you feel upset. I never want you to feel upset or angry, yet I was dumb enough to let it happen.

I know this is going to be a lil' strain on our friendship. But let's work our way up again ya? This beautiful friendship isn't meant to be broken. Let's hope that overcoming this lil' incident will strengthen our friendship.

You're still my bestfriend. And I still love you.

Call me, let me know you're doing fine.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI