Life's Pleasures

At times I feel like I don't mean that much to you.
That maybe I announced the status of this friendship a lil' too early.
On many occasions I felt the care and concern.
And then on some, the cold treatment was what I felt.
And it isn't for a short time mind you.

I don't know where I stand.
After putting so much into a friendship that I treasure, at the end of the day I feel that I'm taken for granted.

Enough of the dark talk.
I've been thinking 'bout it for days to even be blabbering on and on 'bout it here.

I'm counting down the days.
11 more days.
I'm getting excited.

Maybe I won't be working at all this holiday.
But I don't really mind.
Staying home is not that bad afterall.
*I'm not saying this just to cover up for myself*
I realize that there's LOTS of cleaning to be done at home.
And I mean ALOT!!
*Hey!! I'm not the princess some of you think I am. Well, maybe at times.*
But honestly, I'll see how things turn out.

Music has been my best companion while I'm either slacking or tidying up the house.

Here's just some of my favorite music of the moment.

Show Stopper - Danity Kane (This is THE tune I'm dancing to right this moment. Even more perfect when you're on a day's out with the girlfriends.)

A Public Affair - Jessica Simpson (A simply fun and catchy song to sing to on any bored, slow day.)

Smile - Lily Allen (I adore this song. Perfect for a "Guys Sucks" day.)

Stars Are Blind - Paris Hilton (I'm embarassed to even say this but I'm addicted to this song!! Going to the beach?? Make sure this track is in your player!!)

Ain't No Other Man - Christina Aguilera (How could I?? I almost forgot 'bout this song. This lady is definitely going BACK TO BASICS!!)

Sexyback - Justin Timberlake (He's back sexier than ever. Oh yeah, sexy is definitely back.)

Do It To It - Cherish ft. Sean Paul & Youngbloodz (I'll just let the music do the talking.)

Number 1 - Pharrell Williams ft. Kanye West (Sexy song. An even sexier clip.)

Alright, I'm out.

Monday, August 28, 2006

2:22 PM

this old granny fizah here is sooososososososos lazy i tell you. having her longlonglonglongggggggg break but not updating. sighs. so being the nice me, im gonna help her. so for now, bear with me people.heeee.

buying breakfast, wait for the bus, board it and reached. me carrying many plastic bags of food like some aunty. the many plastic bags of food are for me the aunty wannabe and that old granny waiting at home.

pancake with suasage, harshbrown, tea....its bliss having breakfats with this granny here at the comfort of her place. but she is noisy i tell you. with music blasting from two rooms, flop around with her that big slipper, lying on that big slipper and complaining its painful, screaming that the paper is tearing, screeching along to the music, humming to the tune.
oh well okie, i admit we screech along to the music together. taking turns at our different favourite songs.

anyway i tell you, her art sucks. just exactly like mine. haha. we are so not suitable for arts. i tell you what we are good at.....is to be bitchy together and not caring about self image when we laugh.

anyway, im so pround of what we are doing now. hehehehe.

now whats blaring from the comp is the start of something new. one of my fav!!! the granny love it too. mwhaha.

its gonna be chick flicks later!!!yay yay!!!

okie gotta go save granny from her paper which is tearing AGAIN.hee.
ciaos people!

Sunday, August 13, 2006

6:03 AM

The war is finally over.
I'm proud of myself.
I overcame it.

Let's move on.
Play time is here.
So let's enjoy while we can.

Finally caught "The Lake House".
I know it's not very logical.
But I think I understand.

Two people were meant to be together but they didn't get it right the first time.
Thus, they were given a second chance to make things right for themselves.
Put in different years, the one in the future had more power to change things.
The one in the past had to co-operate.
Whether or not they successfully make things right, once the second chance is over, things will return to normal.
Then, whether or not they'll meet all depends.

Complicated??
A lil'.
But maybe watching the movie a second time might make you understand better.

Now I yearn for something.
I don't want second chances.
I just want a single big opportunity for me to make full use of it.
That's all I need.

I'll be leaving soon.
So before I make myself sparse for 10 days, people please ask me out.
Anyone and everyone.

And I need a job.
Short-term one that is.
Do contact me if any of you know of any.

I miss my TV.
So I'll leave now so I can sit infront of my TV and waste my day away.
Oh yes!!
I definitely miss doing that.

Why leave yourself to chances when you got an opportunity?

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI