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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
6:34 AM It's funny how you put your trust in someone and they take a stab on your back. It's funny how you thought that the lil' friendship was blooming and they take advantage of it. Come to think of it, I never really gave my trust. I was knocked down before, to put my trust on someone too easily. I really don't give a damn anymore. Sometimes it's better to not bother. The person who said "Ignorance is Bliss" is really going somewhere with that. I recently realize that I've been building a wall for quite sometime. One that I never thought I would build. A wall so high and strong I'm just waiting for the moment for someone to break it down. Maybe that's why I'm feeling empty all this while. I was too afraid to show who I really am. I was too afraid to get too near to anyone. Being too attached was something that frightened me. The only people that I'm being me when I'm with them is of those who are closest to me. I won't mention names cause I know they know they mean so much to me. And let's just say, the number of people whom I consider closest can be counted using just one hand. Why bother when your effort is going to be wasted? |
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I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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