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Friday, December 15, 2006
12:18 PM Sometimes I wonder. And sometimes I question. The purpose of my existence in this world. Is it for the joy of life I bring to my parents? Is if for the little companion I provide to my sister? Is it for the pampering times my grandma would always give to me? Or is it for the unity of family and knowing their importance in life? Is it for the days of play I enjoy back in my childhood? Is it for the days of innocence back in primary school? Is it for the start of fitting in back in secondary school? Is it for the days of struggles and problems in poly? Or it is for the challenge of the education system? Is it for the acquaintances I meet and forget in time to come? Is it for the friends I make and will always remember? Is it for the friends I lose along the way? Is it for the closefriends I confide in? Is it for the bestfriends I hold so dearly? Or is it for the many stangers I pass by each day? Is it for the first time I had a crush? Is it for the puppy love back in my younger days? Is it for the first time I entered a real relationship? Is it for the first time I truly gave my heart away? Is it for the first time I fell in love? Is it for the first time I was heartbroken by someone I loved so deeply? Or is for the first time when I realize love is something I can't comprehend? Is it for the wonder of what's my career in the future? Is it for the wonder of the type of house I'll be living in? Is it for the wonder of who's my life companion? Is it for the wonder of the number of children I will have in the future? Is it for the wonder of how I will look like when I'm in my 30s? Is it for the wonder of how I will look like when I'm a grandma? Is it for the wonder of when I'll leave the world? Or is it knowing in mind that the future is untold? I'll answer a "Yes" to each and every one of the question above. Cause' I know God has a reason for placing me in this world. The stages in life I'll go through before closing a very big chapter. I'll embrace life as it is. I do have a reason to live. Control your life. Not life controlling you. |
Fizah
I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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