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Saturday, June 30, 2007
1:04 PM This week has been crazy. Seriously. Firstly, with all the projects in hand. Then the brain-squeezing ICA. And then confessions. Finally, more confessions. I was afraid of reactions. Of what might happen. Of what would be said. And of what I might have to do at the end of the day. The situation I am in right now. I'm scared. Honestly. I refuse to think about it. Dear, If heart to heart conversations are what brings us closer together, then I want more of them. If tears and hugs are the reason behind honesty, then I want you to cry and hug me more. And, If someday, letting go means saving our friendship, trust me I would. Thanks for opening up to me. You know I love you. =) You give me a reason to smile each time I see you. Wednesday, June 20, 2007
10:53 PM Shopping with Dearest was good. It always has been. We even managed to find time for some personal talk. With the amount of time we spend with each other lately, it's a surprise if we remember every single thing we want to say to each other. Once again I was shot. This time I died. If telling you how I feel wouldn't affect the friendship, then I just might. Tuesday, June 12, 2007
10:04 PM So yes. The 11th was my birthday. Celebrations came more of a surprise. For that I'm a blessed girl. Friday was unexpected. Sunday was meant to be a celebration but presents were surprising. Plus the sudden invitation to go out but I was unable to make it. The actual day was sweet. The surprise arrival of 2 special people right at my doorstep. ( both of you lied to me. =( ) The thrilling movie. The quiet yet beautiful dinner. I realize that birthday celebrations seem to get quieter with each year. Growing up is not fun. I don't see my enthusiasm in birthday celebrations anymore. I hate the fact that birthdays come and go so quickly. With that I'm treating each day of my life a birthday of mine. In all, birthday this year was more than expected. In more ways than one it's very peaceful indeed. Unlike what I predicted. I turn 19. It's a number so odd I'm suddenly lost. Finally, I would like to thank all the people who wished me on the actual day through msg or a call. (in the order the msg or call came) Darling Aan Qinyi Shuling Shima (call) Amelia Eileen Dearest (call) Sarah Huiling Dearest (yes, she had to wish me through msg too) Jason Huang Rosa Alvin Lee Vina Afroza Huiqi Althea Jason Toh Jesvin Aiz Yih Kiat Wailai And of course online birthday wishes like friendster and e-card. Weiqi Chu Hue And not forgetting belated birthday wishes. Cassandra Chee Yong Lastly, my family who wished me way before and all those who wished me in advance. Pardon if I didn't mention you. You'll always be remembered. A sweet reminder from Wailai, "11th is the day you're born. 12th is the day which your new really begins." Meaningful. With that I close my birthday entry. P.S Photos will be up soon. Monday, June 11, 2007
10:05 AM Happy 19th to ME! Saturday, June 09, 2007
6:48 PM Here comes the short vacation. I'm taking advantage of the time-off given. I was surprised. Really. Was really touched. Didn't see clues around although all of you claimed that the planning was all done in my presence. Thanks for the advance birthday celebration. If only I could put into words how I felt at that moment I would. I'm a happy girl. For that I would like to thank: (in alphabetical order) Althea Alvin Gervais Jason Huang Jason Toh Rosa Shima Vina Winston Xueli I love most of you. =) NAPFA was disappointing. I know I could have done well. I'm not going to let my level of fitness be determined by one test. As Katherine McPhee put it, I'M OVER IT. Anyway, it was nice having a quiet dinner with my 2 lovelies at Fish & Co. The updates and complains we had. I've missed Amelia and the dinner made up for it. =) It's sad to know that people forget things so easily. And I thought it meant something to you. I'm really in need of someone who could turn back time. This time it's all my fault. This time I can't let go. Thursday, June 07, 2007
9:32 PM All down. No more to go until school reopens. I'll take a breather for at least 4 days. Yes I will. Wednesday, June 06, 2007
1:31 PM 2 down. 1 more to go. The 2 weeks holiday would be worse. Trust me. Birthday celebration would not be in peace this year. Tuesday, June 05, 2007
3:27 PM 1 down. 2 to go. I'm drained. Saturday, June 02, 2007
4:02 PM I have a feeling my brain has been over-worked. Damn those tests and projects. I'm been getting headache. You know the kinds which doesn't hurt that much but it feels like someone's pounding your head? Ya those kinds. It feels like I'm dis-engaged. From everything around me. I'll get back my soul in a week. I'm sure of that. P.S At times like this, don't try to agitate me. I get pissed off easily. |
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I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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