Life's Pleasures

It was a bad day.
Luck wasn't on any of our sides.
Things didn't even end on a happy note.

My mood went up and down.
That's what you call moodswings.
I had you concerned.
For that, I thank you. =)

So near. Yet so far.

Sunday, July 22, 2007

1:41 AM

Waking up today, I smiled.

It's nice seeing your sensitivity in a different light.
You cried.
In a situation I didn't expect.
But then again, I'm sorry.
For the things I had said.

If dreams are real, everyone's life would be a little simpler.

Friday, July 20, 2007

12:47 AM

The winds blew me away.

To a spot I indulge in life's pleasures.

I had to return home.

To the place where my heart really was.

With that one step, heavy clouds began to form.

And I was no more at peace.

I thought that maybe for once I could prove myself right.

I thought that maybe for once I could prove them wrong.

But I was wrong.

They were right.

It's impossible for me to take control.

It's something words can't explain.

It's the way things are.

Too much happened.

Too much for me to swallow.

Too much in such a short time.

I'm in a mess.

I'M A MESS.

Go figure.

Monday, July 16, 2007

8:50 PM

It's been hard on me.

One after another.

If only perfection really does exist.

The exterior view never ever shows the true colors.

I feel trapped.

I need to talk to someone.

But I do not know how to relay the problem.

It seems stupid.

The many years of peace leads to major problems at this moment.

I broke-down.

I feel stupid for having done so.

I wish you could read the signs.

If I could I would.

Sunday, July 15, 2007

12:32 AM

Tell me I'm wrong.

Tell me it's all me.

Tell me I'm dreaming.

And I'll step away from it all.

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

12:05 AM

I wish there's a reason for me to smile.

A smile so sincere, I could drown all the tears in the world.

I wish I could say.

I wish I could tell.

But I might just destroy it all.

I've been waiting.

For the day I could feel how I used to feel.

And when it finally came, it didn't feel so real.

And then I wish there's a reason for me to cry.

A cry so sad, I could wipe off all the smiles in the world.

No. Really. Maybe.

Sunday, July 08, 2007

5:35 PM

Ever felt like you took the wrong train that is heading no where?

Helpless.

An overflow of indescribable emotions.

A train wreck.

Tuesday, July 03, 2007

7:21 PM

Thanks for making me smile.

Thanks for making me look forward to each new day.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

5:48 PM

If there is one point in my life where I feel I come second to all things, it is now.

Maybe I expect too much.

Maybe they just don't care.

I don't know.

And inside I finally cry.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
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