Thursday, November 29, 2007
11:30 PM
Reality is hitting me too fast.
I can't believe the pace things are moving.
I can't breathe.
I'm gasping for air.
I'm exhausted.
Time seems to be 10 steps ahead of me.
I'm far behind and I can feel it.
I'm losing it.
I don't want to lose it.
Honestly, I'm afraid.
Of not achieving what I want to.
I refuse to disappoint myself.
I need to win this war.
This war of pulling and pushing.
And finally, I put myself to rest.
Assignments and projects are a pain in the ass.
Period.
