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    layout: detonatedlove♥
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    Monday, June 30, 2008
    11:28 PM

    Spend 50mins with someone.
    Anyone.
    Ask questions that matter.
    Trust me, in no time you'll learn so much, a new friendship is forged.
    And discover that everyone needs some attention every once in awhile.

    Saturday, June 21, 2008
    9:00 PM

    For how long will one allow themselves to be put into a vicious life cycle?
    The constant replaying of events that never should have happened in the first place.

    Are humans born in such a manner?
    We proclaim aloud that we would never allow ourselves to ever be caught in such a situation.
    But when it does, all that's said seems to take a complete turn.

    I pondered on why one allows themselves to get by each day living a life they wouldn't want to.
    And at times, unknowingly.
    Comfort?
    Familiarity?
    Fearful?
    Or just refusing to face the truth?

    I couldn't come to a conclusion.

    I wish right this moment that I could shake these people out of their misery.
    Giving them the empowerment to live a life they've yearned for so long.
    Leaving behind the life routine which involves feelings of disappointment, resentment, denial and possible self-hatred.
    Assuring them that it's okay to lead life alone for awhile; because the fruits bore at the end of the day might be the sweetest yet.
    And lastly, to safeguard them from any possibilities of falling back into the the pit hole that they once dug.

    Easier said than done.
    Always true.
    Many a times, the facade of life successfully blankets all sorrows.
    To a point it becomes a guessing game.
    You are left standing on the sidelines; the mind churning out thousands of probabilities.
    At times, it's not within our concern.
    Probably a situation not fully grasped.
    And right at that point, all that could be done was to hope for the best.

    Right this moment, I am.

    Take yourself away from the torture.
    Bring yourself to a safer place.
    Build your life back.
    To once when love wasn't a tragedy.

    Yes, you.
    My beloved one.
    I pray for you each night.

    Wednesday, June 18, 2008
    10:12 PM

    The weekends was torturous.
    To the point of frustration.

    But the start of this week made up for all that happpened.
    The past 2 days have been good.
    In fact, the past 2 days were great.

    Time spent reminded me of the good old days.
    Of which I've missed so much.

    Your presence made it all better.
    And like I told you, you know you always make me smile.
    Yes, despite everything.

    I'm almost back to myself.

    Sunday, June 15, 2008
    3:42 PM

    For many reasons, I would like to take my words back.
    But for other particular reasons, it truly did happen.

    I reflected on all that happened.
    And I concluded some things.

    Monday, June 09, 2008
    9:43 PM

    I thought of the worse.

    And I believe it's this year.

    Fizah

    I do things my way.
    So don't stop me.

    Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
    Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

    Memories don't do us much good.
    It becomes of a burden as we age.

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