Life's Pleasures

I need to blog.
I want to blog.
I've got words swimming in my head, dying to be expressed.

But I'm overwhelmed with exhaustion.
So let's leave all of that for another day.

Good night world.

Sunday, July 27, 2008

12:39 AM

Looking at the clock on my seemingly white wall, I'm giving you 15 secs to laugh at me.

GO.

STOP.

When the world laughs at me, I learn to laugh along.
At least, I wouldn't feel like such a dimwit.
Feigning ignorance or oblivion might come off a little to obvious; because honestly I'm not such a great actress.

This time I'm letting it pass.
I have a considerable amount of more important things to worry about right this moment.

Before I close my eyes tonight,

First say to yourself what you would be;
and then do what you have to do.

Friday, July 25, 2008

11:29 PM

On days when I do not need to be pissed off, do not even try to do so.

I'm not the best person to be around with on my bad days.

Closefriends can certainly testify to that.

I almost lost myself again today.

I'm determined.

I'll fight this battle.

And I'll win.

I know I will.

Thursday, July 24, 2008

2:17 PM

The unthinkable and unimaginable always happens.

All of a sudden you're forced to pull yourself away from the routine of daily life.

Once in awhile I'm asked questions I can't answer.

And questions I refuse to answer.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

5:08 PM

Last night was probably one of the best nights I had in recent weeks.
Perfect company, great music and sinful ice-cream.
Thank you to someone special.
You know who you are.
A night that wasn't planned but turned out so perfect, it took my mind off things even if it was just for a few hours.

A lesson learned about life.
Beyond the riches, fame and successful career, there's one thing that all of us yearn for at the end of the day.
LOVE.
It doesn't really matter what it is.
Love for someone, a place, a hobby or even a book.
We all fall back on things we love.
Learn to love and it might just lead you to things you'd never imagine.

But, with reasons unknown to many, I've build my walls much higher this time.

Monday, July 14, 2008

12:42 AM

It's time.
And I believe it's now.

I know it's now.

There's proof to what I know.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI