Life's Pleasures

A sense of loss.
A new familiarity that I had to let slip off my fingers.

For assurance, I turn to those I hold so dearly.
Maybe in the near future, my dear.
Maybe.

And they say, what's yours will eventually be yours.
Who's to cast off the thought when there's so much truth to it?

Mamma Mia!
Girls' night out.
Sing-a-long music.
Usual dosage of ice-cream.
Ridiculous photos.
Little surprises.
Definitely high on happy times.

These are the people I turn to for assurance.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

5:43 PM

Thanks for making me feel special.
Even if just for awhile.

=)

Memories that will take me through life.

Like you said, yes we will.

Sunday, September 21, 2008

12:54 AM

Lots have happened within a few short days.

If you're willing to listen, then stay on and read.

When I'm out there giving my 200% while others are extending only half of their arm, suddenly I step back and wonder if it's all worth the energy.
Why put myself out there when at the end of the day I might just be kicked around?
Mentally and emotionally, it hurts so bad.

What's jealousy when at the back of your mind you know such feelings just rips you apart piece by piece?
I smile at the happiness others find, and in time to come I know I'll find mine.
I'll be fine.
All the best my friend.

When all's going well, one misfortune crumbles it all.
I got such a shock my heart was racing for the finish line.
I wish there was something I could do to change the circumstances of things.
Take care my friend.

On to happier things, my dear friend Sarah Foo celebrated her 20th birthday on the 22nd September.
We were happy and silly girls.
I love happy times.

And and and, I saw that silly friend of mine from Jurong Bird Park.
I've missed him.
I remember looking forward to work because of him despite the pretty mundane job.
Days of good conversations, laughs and tears.

On a last note, I'm loving my new skin!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

12:03 AM

Give me one good reason.
And I'll give my all.

I'm feeling all cosy tonight.
I need love songs or at least soothing songs to be on my replay right now.

And it's because, I'm Miss Independent.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

12:30 AM

I'm loving the company tonight.
Average food.
Good catching up.
And definitely too much ice.

I know in years to come, we'll still be calling each other nicknames.

I'm looking forward to the next meet-up.
Take care my friend.

Monday, September 08, 2008

8:47 PM

The boys in my life have slowly disappeared and will continue to do just that.
Disappear into the life of National Service that is.

Most (apparently, it's ALL) of them, annoy the shit out of me.
But that's what makes me love them all the more.
I'll be missing them all bad.

Someone particular was telling me, "My only motivation is to go clubbing on the weekends."

That's boys for you.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

11:51 PM

Some friends are honestly meant to go further than they are.
But because of current barriers, it's restricting what it probably could be.

Time and time again, we find ways of escaping the reality of things.
And with just one reminder, we're snapped back into life.

I'm constantly falling back into the dark pit hole.

Monday, September 01, 2008

11:29 PM

Shachin definitely had a grand 21st birthday celebration.
All dressed up, friends and family alike, we were ready to rock the party.
A night specially planned for the gathering of friends and family to celebrate the start of adulthood for a boy who probably refuse to acknowledge the reality of it.

I was thankful for the night.
Catching up with friends whom I've sorely missed.
Some new friends made.
And definitely lots of fun along the way.

The party ended with hugs and wishes.

The night continued with initial plans of clubbing, but due to a forgetful mind we forgo clubbing and went chilling instead.

At the end of it all, the night ended with an exhausted me.

The birthday boy.

We dressed up.

Friends I've missed and still love.

My favorite last pic at the party.

Ugly moments captured; which I've grown to love.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI