Life's Pleasures

When my tears flow silently, it's tears of pain.
Too painful emotionally to even break a sound.
When the tears are finally gone, know for a fact that the fresh face is just a facade.
Because it takes awhile for the pain to disappear.

if feeling suffocated, look at the bigger picture.

Saturday, June 06, 2009

11:56 PM

Don't tell me nothing, when I know there is something.
It comes as a natural feeling.
And when I do wish to push it, it comes along with a fear of of probing further; afraid that things would become worse.

I should watch what I say and do.

A pair of eyes staring gently at me while smiling.
I turn to smile; only to realize I got all shy.
:)

right about now, i apologize.

1:14 AM

It's right there to be taken, but it never seems to be close enough to be held.
And sometimes it leaves me so weak inside, I tremble and feel like crying.

I really wish money isn't something we need to live in this world; chasing for it each and every day.
So that I could spend more time with those I love.
I wish I had the courage to say but I keep telling myself I can't be selfish.
Situations differ and I need to understand that.
I just really wish things were different.

The short precious moments I treasure, while the long memorable ones I preserve.
For one important reason I stay strong; because I know it comes back to me every single day.

sometimes when you love something, you want to be surrounded by it.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

12:55 PM

It's the 4th of June.
Time passes by faster than most of us would like it to.
It comes to a point that some of us, like me, refuses to know the time of day just so we could enjoy moments a little better without worrying about the end of the day.

I counted the days and I'm 7 days shy of turning 21.
It's been a good year so far; maybe turning 21 isn't such a bad thing afterall.
Possibly better things to come.
Bottomline, I need to embrace turning 21 and look at it with a little more positivity.

Right about now I'm groaning.
*fizah groans wildly*

PCD is in town and I won't be catching them live!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
I'll be home whining about it later tonight while they'll be at the Indoor Stadium telling me to "hush hush hush hush"
DAMN.

let the wind blow, like there's no tomorrow.

Fizah

I do things my way.
So don't stop me.

Don't be afraid to make a wrong move.
Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right.

Memories don't do us much good.
It becomes of a burden as we age.

footprints

don't leave

ALTHEA
AMELIA
ANNICE
CHRISTINA
DAYANA
*GEOK LENG*
HERDA
JASON TOH
JOSHUA
SARAH
SHIKIN
SHIMA
SULINAH
XUELI