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Monday, September 28, 2009
2:30 AM The one week break wasn't a break to begin with, and tomorrow is already the start of a new school week. That really sucks. I was just about getting used to having fun when reality kicks in. Apart from Hari Raya preparations and the actual celebrations, so much has been happening for the past 2 weeks. The thought of losing someone and actually losing someone is something hard to accept. But as we all proceed with life, it is something we have to come to terms with. It's something that's not within our control. Back to the books. Midterms are no fun. School takes away some of the more important things in life, like sleep. But late night studying is made bearable with love doing the same. don't cry when i leave, smile that i was a part of your life. Saturday, September 19, 2009
1:41 AM I want to blog; I really do. But I'm emotionally, mentally and physically drained to put my thoughts in words right now. Good night world. across the sea, that's where i know you still are safe. Sunday, September 13, 2009
2:13 AM Was on my way home alone in the bus a couple of days back when my thoughts decide to go for a run. What truly motivates me to move ahead in life? What really pushes me to explore a world that is unknown? What absolutely inspires me to stay strong despite the obstacles in life? Personally, I have goals to achieve. Big dreams to take hold of. Call it self-esteem or self-actualization if you may. I know I'm better than I give credit to myself sometimes. At times, self-doubt is important to allow one to take a back-seat and critically analyse the situation. Nothing's ever to late; that I strongly believe. Choosing the right time; that's essential. For I believe, in the near or far future I'll be more than who I am today. Sometimes, it's more than just WHAT. Sometimes, it's the WHO. I've been through life with people who believe in me; who truly wants to see me prosper one day. My family. The ones who taught me to walk. The ones who taught me to cry. And the ones who mold me to who I am. My friends. The ones who saw me grow. The ones who saw me succeed. And the ones who never fail to lend a helping hand. And a special friend who's gone through the most with me; my Bestie. Last but definitely the most important; my Special Someone. The one who gives me strength. The one who believes in me. The one who stays by me. And the one who loves me. Individuals play an important role in everyone's life. They might be around now, and gone the next. But it's their contribution to our lives that's most important. Something to take away from this, Never Give Up. Life has presents waiting to be opened. what's not yours is for you to take. Friday, September 11, 2009
2:18 AM silly arguments and little disagreements. we get out of them stronger than before. at the end of the day, we always work things out. that's what you and me is about. i'm not leaving. not now, not ever. Tuesday, September 08, 2009
12:49 AM This was what you missed out just now. "I don't want to do anything that's gonna hurt us." Those tears I had was because I was so afraid of the thought of me making that grave mistake in the future. I'm afraid of losing you; ever. It was hard standing on my two feet again. And you did just that. I don't ever want to fall again. it takes time. |
Fizah
I do things my way. So don't stop me. Don't be afraid to make a wrong move. Because life has a funny way of making all things wrong seem right. Memories don't do us much good. It becomes of a burden as we age. footprints
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